Friday, August 17th

Good Morning! Took the day off from work today to spend some time with the kids...here is it 10:30AM and no one is moving yet!!! It's just me and the dog!!! Caitlin had a "girls night out" last night and ended up staying over a friends house!! I know what that means...but since she seems to be taking everything pretty hard lately...I think I'll let this one go! All her friends are packing up and returning to college and she's NOT and everything with this BC I think is finally getting to her!!! Just to think, a year ago she was all excited about moving away to school and her life was moving forward as she always planned, now she's home, going to a local community college, I'm beginning my Chemo treatments, Sean just got his driving license on Weds. and she has to "share" her car with him, and so on! I guess I'll let this one go...I was 19 at one time! And considering I'm trying to plan my last weekend before treatment around enjoying a few drinks for the last time until sometime into January 2008...I guess I should keep quite!!!! I'm feeling good...actually slept over 12 hours last night....I fell asleep during "Big Brother" and didn't get up until 9:15AM today! Still no final plans for tomorrow or Sunday, although I have to fit in my blood work sometime tomorrow AM and it's mom's birthday so I need to see her at some point! I guess it doesn't matter too much what we really do as long as we're all together and I can enjoy a few Corona's (with lime!!!!) See...how can I get mad at my 19 year old for drinking when all I can think of is having my fill of beer this weekend!!!!